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Kenny Aronoff: There are natural feelings of failure, overwhelming, and embarrassment that you read about in my book. I think I got pushed through because I wanted to do better. I wanted to overcome my mistakes and prove to myself and everybody, "No, I got this." Also, it was my purpose in life. I wanted this so bad. That's why it's so important to do what you love, because you will be unstoppable if you really love what you're doing. And that gives you the ability to persevere through all those negative experiences.